28/10

I noticed that my emotion is like graph y=sin x these few days.

Totally emo at the day before yesterday after college.

All my mind full with stress that i'm facing now,

money, studies, family, kawanku, myself. Ohhhh... =(

Felt the weight of my bag that I'm holding everyday.

I cant focus in the lecture,

so i runaway from the lecture hall, went to jusco for some daily expenses.

Then, i were supposed to have drama class, I skipped

with the reason im attending a function later. (Yeah I was really supposed to attend a function)

THen! i skipped the function,

with the reason im attending drama class.. -.-

Hey.. I was totally deactivated.

So long never emo, give me emo one day la.. dun blame me.. Xp

(well, i don't think people that related to these 2 things that I were supposed to be attending read this blog, so i post it. If u are the one and u're reading, then please act like u never read this.. hehe =])

Yesterday,

I was ANGRY.

Tired of facing some irresponsible, don't-manage-time fellow who ended his class at 3.30, and going to attend one important meeting at 7. then he go to the basketball field after 3.30 and play until almost 7. We're almost late just because of him. and it's not only one time he did these.

Tired of people who thought that I am stupid,

Tired of people who blame me without any evidence,

Tired of people who don't know me and act like they do then start talking cock.

Tired of facing people who said something I mind and thought that I don't mind, and keep talking. Even I tell them I mind, I scolded, they thought I was joking.

Hey man! I'm normal human being like u... What I did, there're reasons.

but at the night, I was really happy because I did my slide show for my english presentation BEAUTIFULLY. It was creative, and it's meaningful.

My title>>> how to be successful in your life.

Sounds like a very boring title but I did bring fun into it. Proud of myself =D

Today

Yeah! it's the day that I'm waiting for.. English presentation!

It's gonna be a very good show!

But!

Satisfaction did not achieved. left out many things due to the nervous, and I didn't prepare cards for me to hold.

but I did cover most of the parts. And the tutor loved it, my friends loved it.

Yeeeeahh. I did feel sorry to myself, because I can do much better. But i'm not emo. =D

And sometimes, if u have bad luck, it will be totally BAD and it wont stop. But every BAD LUCK things u meet, there's always a GOOD LUCK inside it. Just appreciate what you got. Face everything.

And yeah, sometimes, emotion is hard to control, and sometimes u don't even know what emotion to give yourself and people.