after assembly,

i go to 5s4,

i wan ask pn yeoh for her sign to let me register for Account in SPM

she asked me my result last year.

that's only 38...

she said failed cant take~!!

school undang...

T.T

i try to change her oppinion..

but failed...

she said she dwn have double standard

i understand...

she also said that there're people like me asking her for SPM with their failed result..

i said i can promise i take A1 in middle year exam...

she also said cannot...

haizz....

i'm wasting 4 hundred ringgit for my laziness!!!!!!

T-T

my brother account result never lower than 85...

first test 86...

his worst result = 86....

he told me that account need practicing,

not juz study...

but i really not done homework given by Mr Leong...

i hate myself!!!!

Y am i so lazy!!!!!!

i punched the wall,

now my hand is bleeding a bit...

and then hei qing liao...

i cried in school today...

sad... T-T

but this had became the truth,

unchangeable..

now i juz dunno how to tell my mum...

she sure very sat mong one..

y i always like to make ppl sat mong one...??

haizzz...

these day really feel stresss T.T

arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

if can,

i wan to back to form 4..

restart my form 4 life,

i wont let myself suffer like this at 2009...

but that is impossible....

now i only realize...

a person failed in his/her life because of laziness,

really a sad matter in this world...

to everyone,

please try ur best in everything,

do not lazy,

u will regret....

i regreted T.T

really dunno how...

now....

wat can i do...???

arrrRR!!!!!

i will try my best in other subject,

chemistry...

add maths....

physics.....

english......

i wont let myself regret again!!!!

hope dream come true T.T

SPM 5 A1 and above!!!!!!

>.<

i will tell my mum this later....

but i really dunno how to face her....

let her so sat mong T.T

time..

plz...

come back...

come back plz!!!!

T.T